Sunday, September 30, 2018

Forever unpublished

Where do I start?
To approach such a love
a feeling anointed
like it's touched from above.

Though I've wrote it, I've spoke it,
the heart's never heard.
of a certain four letters
that spell a new word.

It's love that I feel,
and it's love that I felt.
Though our time is now over
To the thought I have knelt.

It's freeing
It's chaining
Like being cleansed
while it's raining

The roaming,
not knowing
has both hurt me
and honed me.

Through a rambling body,
a message so clear.
the mind has now latched
to the one I held dear.

I've tried so hard
to build back a wall
to push out my thoughts
and never to fall. 

But one night in OK
was all it would take
an honest affair 
left my heart for the take.

We spoke just once,
but it's heard yet again.
and over and over
Like I'm frozen back then.

As the sunset came down
under the pink and the red
it was the honesty shared
that filled up my head

Never before 
and never again
had we spoken so freely
had we broken our bread

and when I lay down
to sleep for the night
it's that very day
that just doesn't sit right

I said what I needed,
but not what I should
Should have told you I loved you
More than I knew that I could.


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